i find it kinda amazing for someone who are very close to you, actuallie cares for you, but didnt show it. ok, here's the thing. i was told by *****, my ex, that my bro approaches him for help and told him about this quarrel that we had. I didnt know that my bro was disappointed in me when he discovered about this dark secret that I have been holding for quite some time.
i didnt know that my bro will be THAT disappointed in me and even asked help from *****. I am very stupid to cover up for that someone instead of my own brother. heartless, i know. stupid, definitely. ok, i always tthought that no one in my family cares about me, but i was wrong. I never thought that my bro will actuallie care about me. he was actuallie asking help from *****, but ***** cnnt do anything, coz he's no longer my bf.
but, when ***** told me, i was touched by my bro's actions. i mean, he reallie care about me and i didnt know it. thanx bro, for your concern, this really is a wake up call for me. (: thanx again.