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10 May 2011
I got chosen to go for the Korea Study Trip, the one that I missed in year 2, all thanks to my GPA. :/ After that year, I study hard, and prayed hard that there will be a part 2 for this study trip. And thank God, they have.
I went to try my luck, hopefully i got to go to Seoul. I have been wanting to go Seoul since like idk when. The moment I receive the email from the person-in-charge, I couldn't stop myself from screaming and I was super happy. I literally jumped up and down, cause I was super happy. You have no idea, how happy I was on that day!
Everyone, except you, asked me to go for the trip as it will help me in my course. But the reason why you don't want me to go, is because you are going NS, and I'm not there to send you off. I know it's kinda sad, not to see me there, but I've been wanting to go for this trip, and now you're stopping me, I really don't know what to do. At times like this, I really hope you would understand how much this thing meant to me. I don't want all the hard work that I put in for the past 2 sem, would go on a waste, cause I did it for this trip. This is like a reward for my hardwork. *it sounds bullshit ah, but really*
GAH! I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!! :'(
Love,
Nadine
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05 May 2011
I'd rather take the risk, cause at the end of the day, when I regret it, all I can say is, "at least I tried my best."
Love,
Nadine
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