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26 November 2011
Being in a relationship are one of the most thrilling journey one will ever have to encounter in life. It involves taking risks you never thought you'd be able to overcome, putting your heart in a state to allow someone to tear it apart, expecting too much and don't appreciate with what you have - taking things for granted.
Sometimes I just think that I took our nearly 14 months old relationship, and Dzul for granted. Many things that never occurred to me that could matter the most to him. To know that he would choose me over his friends, over anybody else. To know that he will be there to gently hold me when I'm about to break apart. To know that he will do anything to prove how great is his love for me. Despite the times I say things that actually hurt his feelings, he still treat me with the comfort of his warmth. I tend to even forget to do the simplest thing for him.
Its really nice to be important, but its important to be nice, especially to someone who's willing to go the extra mile, for you. And to top it all off, he's the one I really love the most, and I'd do all it takes to keep him happy, just like the way he does, just to maintain my smile and joy.
I may have to do plenty of sacrifices, but I bet this is turning out to be the best of me. I let loose of my past, anything to do from the past, for I have something better. After all, it was the past that deceives and alter the honest truth about me. It indeed surprised me that I would be able to commit through our nearly 14 months relationship. Thank you God for that one moment, one decision, one choice fo rme to be rising to the right direction.
Love,
Nadine
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