16 September 2011
Once upon a time, there was me and him, walking down the streets of somewhere. We were walking around, not knowing where to go. As we were walking, we bumped into his group of friends, who were hanging out. They asked us to join them, and we did.
So, get to know some of his friends, and apparently one of them was his ex girlfriend. I don't usually pay attention to people, but somehow I noticed that this girl actually flirting with him, and he responded. And that moment I knew, THIS IS IT. I don't mind them talking, but FLIRTING, is too much already. So I decided to call her out and we had some private talk. She said that she still loved him, and will do anything to get him back. Wah! Thanks ah. And the next thing I knew, I punched her right in the face, and kicked her real hard. We had a cat fight, in some unknown place.
He suddenly came into the picture, and defended her, and told me that I shouldn't have punch her first. Wah! How dare he defend her. I asked him, to choose between me and her, and he chose her! And I could see that bitch smiling widely. _|_ and he told me to go home.
Usually he'll send me back home, but not on that night. I was so heartbroken. How can he defend her, and not me? Am I that useless?? Urgh.
The next thing I knew, I was awake, crying. NEVER in my life, I have this kind of dream whereby I cry in my sleep and feel heartbroken at the same time. It felt so real. I could feel my heart breaking, up till now. No one can understand my feelings. NO ONE, even though its just a dream. Maybe this is a test, to see how much I love that frog.
Love,
Nadine
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