24 June 2012
Whats the definition of Best Friends?
Well, according to my research, this is what I found:
"Many people, not all, go through different best friends throughout life. However, usually a person only has one real, true best friend in all that time. A best friend is not only someone you have a good time with, it is also someone you believe you can trust your life with. A best friend is the first person you call when the most amazing things happen in your life, and when the most horrific incidents happen. A best friend is the person you will always remember no matter what comes about. Some people lose the only true best friend they will ever have, and even when they get new "best friends" .. that old, real best friend is always on their mind. A best friend is almost like real family, a best friend gives the opinion you usually care most about. A best friend is the one who tells you the things you absolutely need to hear regardless of whether you want to hear it or not. A best friend is the person you usually can be around always and never get sick of. A best friend is someone you don't envy, and is the person you are grateful to have as a friend. A best friend is the one who will forgive you always, even when you've screwed up so bad. And a best friend is the one who even though you may have drifted apart from, when the time comes for them to hug you or congratulate you on an accomplishment or to console you on a loss.. they are the number one person you want to see, always because they are the person you've confided the most in and they are the person who knows you the best .. even when you both have changed.
Your real, true best friend is your comfort zone."
Having said that, best friend simply mean that they'll be there when you need them, and not run away when you have problems. Best friends don't go around bitching about you, but instead they are the ones that got your back. They are the ones that you had fun with when you're happy, and also cry together with when you're sad or even be your very own punching bag when you're angry.
Many of you may not know it, I may have lots of friends, but I never had any best friend in my entire life. I may have just turned 20, but I never knew how having a best friend feels like. I've been living like this for the past 15 years or so. Friends don't just come to me, and tell their secrets and gossip here and there. Maybe for some, but they don't regard me as their best friend, but maybe just as a close friend. Except for one person.
He has been a great friend ever since I met him. We would talk, and go out and sometimes fight with each other and also bully each other. But even so, I'm grateful to have this kind of friend, going through the tough times with me, for all these years. He has been an awesome friend. Go through my very very un-glam moments. (and by that, I really mean UNGLAM) but i dont care! He's my best friend, and that's what best friends do, right? We even share our playlists, and also our personal stuffs. I made him listen to Kpop EVERYDAY, all thanks to my B2ST's caller ringtone.
You know who you are, best friend!! I love you <3 And thank you for everything.
Love,
Nadine
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23 June 2012
Aku lihat dia di sana Aku ingin mendekatinya
Aku cuba mengampirinya Lalu aku menyapa dia
Dia pun membuka bicara Dan aku mulai mengenalnya
Kita mulai bermain mata Mula timbul rasa bahagia
Bila dia, mendekati diriku, Hatiku rasa sesuatu
Bila dia, senyum pada diriku, Hatiku rasa tak menentu
Kekadang hati ku bertanya, Adakah dia dah berpunya
Kerana diriku berasa, Aku jatuh hati padanya
Aku ingin memilikinya, Aku ingin menjaga dia
Aku ingin mencinta dia, Aku ingin hidup dengannya
Mungkinkah aku, kan berjumpa dengannya
Untuk meluahkan rasa, Mungkinkah aku, kan berdiam diri saja
Menunggu cinta darinyaKu terima satu nota..darimu.. Yang tertulis 'Aku suka kamu'
Akhirnya kini, ku kan mampu ceria
Diriku sangat gembira
Akhirnya kini, aku mulai bahagia,
Menerima cinta darinya.. Aku suka dia...
Love,
Nadine
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I throw all of your stuff away then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart and ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie cause I break down every time you come around
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go again
You never know what you want and you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say and you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye but it's no use
Can't be with or without you!
Love,
Nadine
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