Once upon a time

31 January 2010

wah... total disappointment.. *sniff* i couldnt stop thinking abt the fact that I couldn't get to SHINee's fansign... *crying*

met this die-hard fan, who travelled all the way from Jakarta just to see Minho.. and there's like some people, who are like freaking selfish.. I mean, please lah... When I listened to her story, I was forcing myself not to cry, cause confirm malu if i were to do that..

Overall, I just hope she get to meet SHINee.. all the best yeah! AND THE FANSIGN WAS A HORRIBLE ONE

Love,
Nadine

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30 January 2010

Onew Oppa

Onew Oppa Half Closed Eyes

Minho; bad day

Who's head is this?

Minho bad day

My Mr Blonde, Jonghyun

Arrival

SHINee Management Team

SHINee Management Team

Taemin

Key Hiding

SHINee Manager; i think

SHINee Stylist; i think

SHINee Stylist

Look at the crowd

Minzy look alike

Onew Oppa

Love,
Nadine

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VIDEO on SHINee.. ONEW is freaking cute.. XD

Love,
Nadine

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29 January 2010

omg! such a dissapointment man!! you know what, i reached the airport @ 7 plus, and there's like hell of people there.. i think about half a million there~!!! everybody was like chanting "SHINee! SHINee!!" lol.. and guess what time SHINee come out..? @ 10pm.. like sux ok! and I can only see Jonghyun... HE'S A BLONDE~!!!! urgh!!! *melts* pics will be uploaded soon.. I PROMISE..

Love,
Nadine

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Woo~ 8.05 is the time SHINee will be coming to Singapore.. Terminal 2 =DDD I want to see Lee Jinki aka Onew.. Im freaking excited ok~!!!

Love,
Nadine

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27 January 2010

My Ideal Kind Of guy:

Perfect Teeth Alignment

Perfect Smile

Single Eyelid

Nice Body

PERFECT GUY :)

Meet Lee Gi Kwang aka AJ:) he's a lil hottie from B2ST, and he's only 20 this year..

Love,
Nadine

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20 January 2010

Oh baby, you're to me like the sun that's in the sky
That bathes me in your warmth and returns again and again
When you're by my side, I know somehow it'd be all right
Just like a fool, I let you go and lost you to pride

How could I have been so unwise?
Didn't realize that I was so in love with you till now
I still wanna hold you in my arms
But it's too late, it's no use, I don't know what to do
I'm all alone

Every night, the story of my love
Is like a scene playin' before my eyes repeatedly
And now I cry out to you for the wrongs that I've done
Hoping that you will come back
Yeah, I love you
I still love you, baby

My life is now so incomplete
What should I do for you to truly forgive me?
How can I live without you?
Baby, come back to me
Forever, I'll wait for you, yeah...
To tell you my heart will never change

Stop my breath today; take my heartbeat away
I can't forget your love; it haunts me again and again
Pictures of your smile beckon me from all these blank walls
Like a lost soul searching blindly, shadows fill my eyes

How could I have been so selfish?
Didn't notice that you meant so much till you were gone from my side
How could I live with all this pain?
My world grows ever so dim; oh, I was such a fool
It's all my fault

It's bringing me down
Tearing me apart
I need you so much; I'm begging to you down on my knees
You're the only one
There's just no one else

All I need is to forever dwell in your love
But now I know, I can't speak these empty words to you
I love you so; let me prove my love to you once more
This time, my heart is true
Believe in me and you
And now, please listen to me
Just one more time

Baby, please come back to me
I miss you, baby

Love,
Nadine

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19 January 2010

the pitter-patter sound outside my window pane gave me a comfortable feeling, telling me that you're safe somewhere out there.. you're always there for me, and for once, I am thankful that someone actually care for me :) its not that i never been grateful before, but the gratefullness that I have right now is much more meaningful to my life..

i miss the way you scolding me for not doing this and that, because deep down you care for me.. and for all these years, I am blinded by your care towards me.. And, every time i call you my bro, i have this feeling where by I should pay back whatever you've done for me, even though I break your heart at times.. I also know that you're always disappointed at me, if I do my stupid stuff..

But i have no idea that you're falling for me, once again.. the thought of it actually gve me shivers.. I know I shouldn't be going MIA after what you have called me that other day, but, I knew that something was wrong somewhere, and I wanna find out, AND NOW I KNOW THE ANSWER.. how could you do this? I thought, the reason you call me sis, is because you wanted to firget about me, and move on.. And i respect your decision, which is why I called you bro in return..

I think, this cycle is repeating itself again.. And its been like 3 years since you said something like this to me.. And i was speechless when you told me this...

ps: you're fav pic:) tc bro

Love,
Nadine

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MR HOT GUY WITH GORGEOUS SMILE.. LEE JOON

Love,
Nadine

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14 January 2010

Do you know I'm tired of waiting?

I'm getting tired while waiting

Do you know how I feel?

I'm getting tired while waiting

Do you still remember me?

Even if a day passes by, Im unable to forget you

Even if a month passes by, Im unable to let you go

Do you not know I still want you?

Im mad and tired of waiting for you

And day by day, every day, is like a year

I am waiting

It feels like you could come back again soon

It feels like I could turn around and see you again

I am mad and tired, I'm mad and tired

I am holding back just in case you come back

Im still waiting for you

Why is this difficult?

My head feels so complicated, I could die

I'm waiting and waiting

There's still no news from you

There's no way you could leave because of me

This is difficult to me

What do I do now? It's too difficult

Even if it's one year, I'll wait

Even if it's ten year, I'll wait

I am okay with getting tired of waiting

Love,
Nadine

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12 January 2010

Wore This Yesterday, And someone commented that I look like a girl from anime.. XD

Love,
Nadine

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helped out in RP's Open House 2010, together with my two friends, Ms Laila & Ms Cheryl.. Was a Student Leader on the first day.. Paired up with Laila, and have to go Sembawang Sec and tour them around RP, and I tell ya, IT WAS A DISASTER... they didn't cooperate, except for the girls.. That will be the last time I volunteer myself in doing Student Leader..

Second Day, signed up as a Student Helper.. and I was far more relaxed compared to Student Leader... 1000 times better.. Met different kinds of people there... And 1 thing that was exciting abt that day, was I collected bagdes from the different schools and centres in my school.. In total, 11.. CCC was the toughest, as we need to sing/dance.. Urgh! and I have to sing to get 3 badges as Laila & Cheryl was too tired to walk and I have to take those badges for them..

Third Day, a little slack.. Did the first shift, and we got our 2 hour break.. Maya bought us drinks, to reward our hardwork.. THANX MAYA..

Sunday, went to watch Avatar 3D with one of my ex colleague.. He's been bugging me to watch with him for like for the past few weeks,and at last I said ok..Oh, and he paid the tix for me.. Thanx~!!!!

Love,
Nadine

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07 January 2010

This post is dedicated to one of my ex colleague that passed away early morning of Thursday, 7th January 2010, MUHD. KAZIM BIN ABDUL KADIR..

received a call from Basher @ 9am, telling me about this shocking news.. Kazim was such a nice guy and he's always the one who will smile no matter what.. I remember when he first called me "Dumbo", due to my ears... He's also the one who always disturb me when I was stationed at Sky-Rider, and him @ Resort.. He's also good @ danicing, and even came out with his own version of Beat It..

It's been a while since we met, so when Basher told me this, I was speechless.. Rest In Peace my dear friend.. May Allah bless your soul.. Amin..

Love,
Nadine

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06 January 2010

idk why I couldnt accept the fact that he's attached.. I mean, we used to be madly in love.. Why must he leave me just like that WITHOUT saying anything.. you know its very painful for me to bear with this thing, to see the pic of you and your gf together.. I just cant seem to delete him off my MSN account, as I know one day he'll come back to me.. But, the qn is, WHEN??

I really need someone to like go to my MSN account, and delete him from my account.. PRETTY PLEASE.. This account have too many memories of him... Too many history.. I still remember when he watches me sleep and even called me a pig, because I was sleeping all over the place.. But I dont mind.. But now, I've been too quiet already, trying not to cry when I read those words off my history.. There's too many things that reminds me of him.. From walking on the beach and watching the sun set to even small stuff like my E necklace.. Everything is reminding me of him..

What a way to start my 2010..

Love,
Nadine

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NO~!!!!!!!!!!

haha.. ok, this is my favourite word now.. *wink2* this thing was started by PArk Bom.. Fell in love with her "no~!!!" lol..

Love,
Nadine

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