Once upon a time

24 February 2010

Should I Wait, or Should I just move on?

The worst feeling I can get, is not knowing whether that special someone is worth the wait or not. I wouldn't want history repeat itself again (and again and again and again..) I hate it when these kind of feelings come, and seriously it kills me softly.. I don't know whether you'll ever read my blog again, after you gt a gf yourself. I still remember, you asking me for the title of the song that was featured on my blog (I Don't Care by 2NE1) and you told me you listened to that song to like a thousand times, and never get bored of it.. You even told me, you're addicted to it, and sang the lyrics to me, when I was upset over stuff..

I also remembered when we went out on a specific Thursday, on the 24th of September 2009when I told Mummy that I got work on that day, but however, we planned to have an off day for both of us, just to spend time together.. We had so much fun on that day.. Watched a random movie, The Ugly Truth, and laughed to it, even though the movie itself is amusing.. Still remembered how you confessed yourself in the movie theater and I pretended not to hear you.. But deep down, I was super happy, you didn't know that right?

After the movie, we went to buy some comics of yours and then after, went to Pasir Ris, somewhere near your neighbourhood, and little did I know, that you were from the same primary school as Shikin. Small world indeed.. And, we're walking towards this playground, where you 'stole' my slipper and made me climb up the playground for it..

And when the evening came, we went to sit at Pasir Ris park, where we were gazing at the stars(even though you can barely sees one).. You told me about your dream, "I want to have a Malay Gf and that will be my first and last Gf".. I was stunned by that.. I thought, by that day on, I might have some chance, in becoming your first Malay gf..

But, my heart went shattered when you told me, 3 weeks after, that you don't like me anymore, and you left me hanging there..

Those memories are very precious to me, and I wanna know, do you still remember them?

Love,
Nadine

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