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16 December 2010

Since its already half through December, I think it's time to do a lil recap on the year 2010. ^^
First up, January~!
Okay, let's see. This is month when I started going for Korean events, and the first event that I went was actually a fan-meeting at Lot 1. SHINee~ and on that very day, I didnt get to see them. I was super upset that I went to Bukit Gombak(which is on my IVP day also) and cried my ass out because I'm like super sad about not being able to see my Onew. T.T was super sad that I went around telling people what happen and cried at the same time. *ok, its embarassing ah, but yeahh*
February~ ^^
This is the month when I decided to leave Singapore for a month and stay over at my aunt's at Jakarta. I went over to Jakarta with mum, and I decided to extend my stay, since I have no school to attend. So, spend most of my Feb days in Jakarta. We went to alot of places. Love the scenery there. I totally love it there.
March~ :D My birthday month~
Came back to Singapore exactly on my birthday. The moment I touched down, the first ohone call that I received was from one of my secondary school friend, wishing me Happy Birthday. How sweet can he be. This month too, we had an outing with the Teo Family at Sentosa. They gave me a surprise, by giving me a chocolate cake from Secret Recipe. I still rememeber when papa teo and mama told me that they're going toilet, and it took them more than half an hour to come back. Instead, they surprise me from the back, by singing Happy Birthday. Gosh! I love this family. Oh! This is also the month that I FINALLY GET TO SEE SHINee.
April~
Get back to school and met some awesome people. This is when I learnt how to go K-Box and roam around after school. We had some random outing after school. These people are just some awesome people.
May~
The month when me and my girls decided to have some massive job-hunting. First job, Swissotel, thanx to Cheryl. Then at some hotel near Clarke Quay, i-dont-know from where we got the contact from. Lastly, we applied a job at eXplorerKids, thanx to papa teo. ^^ went interview with Cheryl and Laila. Me and Cheryl got the job but not Lai. I guess cause she live too far away from PaRis. This is also the month when my 2 girls went off to Korea for some study trip. They brought back Taeyang's socks and also a YELLOW tee for me. Thanx lovelies~
June~
The month when my god-family came down to Singapore and stay with us for 2 weeks, We had alot of fun together, and all we did was going around town, doing *what else* SHOPPING. God-bro entered some debate stuff and was doing recording at Mediacorp, and we're invited to watch them. Damn proud of him. He can debate! :D and I still remember on that very day, it was bro's 16th birthday. ^^ And this is also my Kpop month. Went for U-Kiss fanmeet and showcase on the 20th and 21st. Skipped school just to watch them. Fanatic huh? Lol! Then attended B2ST's fanmeeting and autograph session on the 25th. And I still remember it was on Friday(my day) and DooJoon oppa said that he love Friday~ ^^ (basically cause I'm wearing my Friday shirt)
July~
Memories of TYQ.
Aug~
The month when I started talking to someone new. Changed my life. We became close within split second. ^^
080810. Remember this date.
September~
Things are going great for me and him. Able to make me smile again. :)
October~
This is when we knw that we're meant for each other. And I knew that I'll love him till the very end. I promise! 101010. Me and lil sis went for Korean Pop Night, featuring FTIsland, Infinite, D-NA, ZE:a, SHINee, SNSD and last but not least, Big Bang~!!! Paid a bomb for it. Total: $520. But overall, it's worth it. :D And I promised that its gonna be my last concert... FOR.THE.YEAR :)
November~
Worst month ever. :/ got sick a lot of times. Sucky month!!!! Really.
December~
So far, it was awesome. Hopefully my second half of the month would be better than the first. OH! I think it will, cause I'm going Hong Kong for holiday~ ^^ and I'm gonna spend my Christmas there. :)
Love,
Nadine
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06 December 2010
Once someone I loved left me and I thought it was all because of me, so I couldn't hold onto him.
I thought that I could forget this pain, that another love will come to me.. but why can't I forget?
All I can do is to look up at the sky and shout once again "love me", when this little hope in my heart becomes rain and falls.
When my love rains on my head the memories come alive again. When it rains on my heart I think of the precious love. When my love touches my lips, I love you shouting to me. Following the road where the rain comes, you'll see me waiting for you if you keep on walking, walking and walking.
Open the box called love with they key of faith, call with the phone transmitting a prayer called love, even if my heart can't find you.
Return again to that time.. to my life like that one time when you prayed. When I shout like this..... the love rain falls......
Once again praying for you to come back to me...
Love,
Nadine
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01 December 2010
What’s this suddenly
What should I do?
How can you do this to me
I believed your words you’ll love me forever
You promised we’ll never change
We’re the match made in heaven
It’s so true You told me
I’ll be back
You’ll find me again
I’ll be back then
Nobody can like you more than I do
You’ll be back
So I let you go
I know that you cannot live without me
I’ll be back
You and I, we cannot be apart
Maybe you’re mistaken
This hard time comes to everyone Wake up
Think twice No matter how many times I tell you
You don’t listen to me
My calls echo back
Listen
Ok, I will turn around I will let you go nicely like a man
I will be standing silently like a dead man far behind you
Without bothering you You will never know
Far far away so that you can forget me completely UH~
But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl
I let you go for a moment I know you’ll be back
So don’t worry When you fall down
I’ll be back~
Love,
Nadine
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