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25 April 2011

Since bf is going NS in another i-don't-know-how-many-days, I thought that we might want to spend some time together. So I decided to make a list on what to do before he goes to NS. Hmm, lets see..

Things To Do:

☐ Picnic

☐ Movie Marathon

☐ Cycling

☐ Jogging

☐ Bake cookies/brownies

☐ Phone hunting

Love,
Nadine

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20 April 2011

Yesterday was my saddest day. Bf got his enlistment letter for National Service, and he got Army. And what's worst, he gotta go Tekong for this. And and and, he will have to stay inside the camp for 2 whole weeks before he's allowed to come back home. I am sooo gonna miss him. Gonna wait for him 2 years. 2 freaking years.

I know, when he's gone, I'm gonna miss everything about him. I know its not like he's gonna die or what, but you know, I tend to do everything with him, and having not to do those same things with him for two years, will be hell. I'm gonna miss his smell, his super-lame jokes, his kisses, his hugs, his messages, basically everything.

I don't know why, but every time I think about NS, I just feel like crying. I feel like I'm gonna be alone. It's like not having any best friend beside you, when you're having a hard time with life. Yup, he's my best friend. And I guess when he enter NS, I can't tell him how was my day, cause I think he's will be worst than mine. I should try to control my temper, and try not to fight with him for the next 49 days. Spend quality time with him. Yes, I should do that.

Everytime I look at pictures about army, I feel like crying. I don't know why. I really hate the feeling. I really do. And I wish I can send bf when he goes for his NS, but I doubt I can, cause his family members might want to send him, even though he asked me to. Well, family comes first. I'll go if there's an empty slot for me. For now, let's just focus on what we're gonna do for our 7th month, this coming 10th may. Spend time with him Erra. Spend more time. ^^

Love,
Nadine

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15 April 2011

To My Beloved Boyfriend:

I know you felt down and sad when I told you about the text message that he gave to me a few days ago. Even though you told me that you're alright, I knew something was wrong somewhere. You yourself know that I won't leave you. And you also know that nothing can stop our love. NOTHING. You know that he was my past, and I never had any feeling for him, ever since we broke up. And that was like, 3 or 4 years ago.

I know I told you a lot of times that I love you, and everytime I tell you that, I feel more in love with you. okay, more like madly in love with you, that I can't live without you. And did you know that I kinda believe in happy endings. I want my love life to end with a happy ending. I really do. Mushy huh? I know. But really. And I know you feel kinda sad, and you're afraid that I'll leave you. As long as I live, I promise that I will never ever leave you. Trust me. I'm always there for you okayy? You always make me feel like I'm the only one in this world. (It sounds like some lyrics from some song) You never care about what other people say about us, as long as both of us are happy with each other's company. And I think I'm becoming more like you. We're a couple made in heaven. Aww. ^^

We both know that NS is gonna be the next big problem in our relationship. I was kinda sad when you told me that you were scared that one day you'll lose me because of this big monster. Did you know that everytime we talked about NS, my heart feels sad, cause I really don't know how I'll live my life without seeing you. I know we have been seeing each other for like almost everyday, but one day not seeing you will make me go crazy. How I wish we can just run away from this NS monster and live our life peacefully. But we both know that this wish will never come true. So I guess, I'll have to wait for you then.

Lastly, I just wanna say I love you and I'll never let you go. Never ever:)

Love,
Nadine

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13 April 2011

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Love,
Nadine

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11 April 2011

For the past 6 months, I learnt that Love can change everything about you.
Loving someone isn't that easy. You need that amount of patience to conquer this kind of feeling.
Love is about knowing all about that special someone, and still wanting to be with him more than any other person. Love is about trusting that person, enough to tell him everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is the feeling of being comfortable and safe with someone, but still get weak on your knees when they walk towards you and smile at you.

I've been in a lot of relationship before this guy. The feeling isn't the same when I'm with him. I have this funny feeling when I'm out with him. I can never get enough of him. Like, I wanna bring him home and shower him with love, like how I do it to Ashley and Hamtaro. But too bad, I can't just bring him back home like that. Is this feeling called love? I really wanna know. Maybe for the past 11 relationship that I've had, I didn't feel the love, which is why we never last long.

I know its normal that couple fights, but every time I fight with him, I learn something new about him, except for the fact that he really scares me when he gets mad. It's a sight that you don't wanna see. Compared to my past relationships, everytime we fight, we tend to end our relationship just like that. But now, I think it'll be a waste if we end it just like that. I love him too much. I can't bear to lose him. He changed my life. Without him, I wouldn't have been who I am right now. I think I might still be the old Nadhirah, who love to do crazy stuff.

I know, there'll be people talking about how me and my guy always spending time together, like almost everyday. For those of you who knows me very well, I tend to think about what other people think about me, which is kinda sucks. He told me to ignore whatever they say, cause it won't affect our relationship. So, in other words, their jealous of our strong love :D

I love you, MOHAMAD DZULHILMY MASNI. I promise that I won't leave you. Didn't plan to, and never will. ^^ just try to control your anger okay hon. Love you ^^

Love,
Nadine

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10 April 2011

Went out with hon, to celebrate our 6th together. Went to Bugis for a little shopping. Hon bought for us a couple necklace, mine with his initial, while his with mine. After buying, we went to LJS for our early dinner. After dinner, it was raining kinda heavy, so we decided to walk around Bugis Street for some window shopping.

After the rain died down, went over to Iluma to take the oh-so-long escalator. ^^ Iloveit. We then head over to Tampines. Had our frolicks, and camwhore a little. After frolicks, went over to Starbucks to meet Danish and Asri.

Pictures below are our cam-whoring pictures. Enjoy~ ^^

Thanks Elaine for the polaroid picture(:

Love,
Nadine

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06 April 2011

"Things That I wanna do If I have a lover" Checklist:

☑ Kissing on the streets

☑ Getting a piggyback ride

☑ Cuddle up and sleep together

☑ Fall asleep in his arms

☑ Go Swimming together

☑ Surprise Events

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Couple Necklace/Ring/T-Shirt

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Going To Amusement Parks

☐ Going on a picnic

☐ Late Night Movie

☐ Ferris Wheel Ride

☐ Watch Sunset/Star-gazing

☐ Write A Song

☐ Fireworks Outing

☐ Henderson Waves

☐ Ice Cream Date

☐ K-Box

Love,
Nadine

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