Once upon a time

20 April 2011

Yesterday was my saddest day. Bf got his enlistment letter for National Service, and he got Army. And what's worst, he gotta go Tekong for this. And and and, he will have to stay inside the camp for 2 whole weeks before he's allowed to come back home. I am sooo gonna miss him. Gonna wait for him 2 years. 2 freaking years.

I know, when he's gone, I'm gonna miss everything about him. I know its not like he's gonna die or what, but you know, I tend to do everything with him, and having not to do those same things with him for two years, will be hell. I'm gonna miss his smell, his super-lame jokes, his kisses, his hugs, his messages, basically everything.

I don't know why, but every time I think about NS, I just feel like crying. I feel like I'm gonna be alone. It's like not having any best friend beside you, when you're having a hard time with life. Yup, he's my best friend. And I guess when he enter NS, I can't tell him how was my day, cause I think he's will be worst than mine. I should try to control my temper, and try not to fight with him for the next 49 days. Spend quality time with him. Yes, I should do that.

Everytime I look at pictures about army, I feel like crying. I don't know why. I really hate the feeling. I really do. And I wish I can send bf when he goes for his NS, but I doubt I can, cause his family members might want to send him, even though he asked me to. Well, family comes first. I'll go if there's an empty slot for me. For now, let's just focus on what we're gonna do for our 7th month, this coming 10th may. Spend time with him Erra. Spend more time. ^^

Love,
Nadine

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