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26 June 2011

June has been a hectic month for me. A lot of assignment and projects due at the end of this month. I'm feeling damn stressed and fucked up with this year, all thanks to the assignment. I tell you, year 3 is a no joke. I'm serious.
When I couldn't get my job done, i'll get all stressed up, and eventually I'll cry over it. whats worst, now since I've got no maid at home, I have to do laundry at home, and I have to do it like every night, after I come back from school. If not, I'll have to stay up late to do it. And NO ONE, i repeat, NO ONE have no idea how fucked up I feel. It's not just those works you know, I got to do a lot of things at one time, and no one in the house are willing to like help me do the laundry even when they're free. Instead, they'll jut sit around and watch TV. Like, I'm trying to manage everything, and there you are, sitting in front of the fucking TV.
Finally, after 20 days, I get to see my boy. It's like, about time? I mean, its about time for him to be here with me, but I doubt that I able to have him here with me like most of the time, cause he will be busy serving the nation. It's hard to have this kind of life now, I have to be independent, and I'll have to really take care of myself, cause I know, I got no bf(who is outside) to come and take care of me. It's been a long time since I felt this way. I feel like I'm living my single life again, except that I have my boyfriend. Okay, this is confusing, you know what I mean.
Sometimes, I feel like killing myself. I'm like a little too stressed. But obviously, I know, its a stupid decision cause I'm sooo not gonna end my life, because of school. -.- I STILL WANNA GET MARRIED YOU KNOW, AND HAVE KIDS. Cute kids, that look like me. :D
Love,
Nadine
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Love,
Nadine
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