21 August 2014
I've always been living by this quote by Gossip Girls, for the past years. It stated "They say the universe has a great sense of humor. That sometimes having your dreams come true can feel like a nightmare. Because getting what you want always come with strings attached."
I quitted my first Full Time job in RWS, and I have never felt this freedom as long as I can remember. I've had too much time to spare, been sleeping too much, watching tv too much and catching up with my dramas, that has been due since late last year. I guess I'm not ready to commit myself into the working world. I still want to stay in my room all day and just do nothing.
I wanna spend my time, travelling around again. Do nothing and just travel. Explore and make new adventures. I still want to strut down New York in my flip flops and climb the Eiffel Tower (even though I've been there twice, and still couldn't get up to that freaking tower). And I wanna just live my dream, staying in some foreign country and just be myself, without people judging about you.
I sometimes dream that I could wake up in a pile of money, so at least I can just go around and just pamper myself, like how I deserve it. I didn't to waste on my dream just like that. I still want to do all those things, like how I've been dreaming about it since forever. I just want to live in the moment, and forget about everything else.
But this is all just a wish. A wish that will never come true. Unless I have a Fairy Godmother :D
Love,
Nadine
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